elainegrey

When i did this last on 15 Dec, it marked a shift back out of depression. I remember completing and feeling optimistic because i was able to face thinking about everything without overwhelming myself with the label "failure." As a retrospective -- looking back three weeks -- i'm a little frustrated. Nuking one week to illness doesn't excuse, blah, blah, blah, where did Judgement Lady come from?

Ah well. Somehow must continue forward without curling up into a ball and giving up because the forward motion didn't address anything i planned. (Thhhbbbbtttt!! I blow raspberries at my over serious over whatevered self. I'm feeling sorry for myself for leaving work early to do a good dead and being sick and tired. Cheerful compassion babe! For yourself!) (Ah, this is where the wise master can't help but whap the student over the head with the staff out of frustration.)

I did do some fun work with the genealogy research while i was "out," i should remind myself.

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